Sunday, November 15, 2009

Well, well the heat is getting into me now, tones of projects and endless tests. Question: why do human create so many things to torture themselves?

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Thursday, October 08, 2009

Someone asked me "So what are you good at?"

Friday, September 18, 2009

T.T.L time to love

I tell you this video is FANTASTIC, i just can't get it out of my head. Not forgetting that i still have exam tomorrow but no mood to study la after watching this video, the feel is there man!

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

grrrrr.......i think i might have done badly for my cost control, feeling super disappointed and it seems like my motivation has been drawn away from it, that bloody paper!

*geez buying "insurance" for myself again"
well, no point complaining because the WORLD is not going to stop spining just because i did badly for this bloody paper! SO i shall rule my the other 5 PAPER, if i can master FOM, FSM and Beverage then what are the 5 to me.

GO GO GO~~~~~

*I CAN DO IT!*

Monday, September 14, 2009

exams AGAIN!

Once again, allow me to complain during exam.....who the HELL invented EXAM! nothing better to do is it! too free huh! then go to charity work la! So free create this kind of rubbish, killing millions of human brain cells! No wonder there's something call WHITE HAIR!

Haiz once again, exam!
writing skills - Done
Cost control - tomorrow
comprehension - wed
POA - wed
banquet - thur
POC - fri
Producity - sat

haiz i go sleep now...recharge my brain batt to work better

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Just chat with Meliana and was updating about my life and seriously i really miss this best friend of mine. We have not see each other for a long time, anyway was updating her about my life and we chatted a while, suddenly i felt that we have grown so much into an adult. Imagine last time our topics were shopping, handsome guys, idol and so on. Now we are actually talking about economic!........Geez how time bring us up huh!

Sunday, July 26, 2009

this is the first time i ever got a young and chio doc, well i guess she is either in her late 20's or early 30's.....come on, everytime you go see a doc is either a grandpa or grandma. Right?!

She even ask me so how many days of mc you want!.....my god! this is the best gift ever when you are sick, but sadly if it wasn't for the cost control i would had request for 1 week! T_T

Dr Lau Siew Kee, Thanks!




the fever is back but body is cold, very cold... how i wish there's someone beside me right now...

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Sunday, July 19, 2009

I've been drinking almost everyday, well is all out of social. I think I'm falling sick soon!

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Human beings are so troublesome *which including me*. Never in this world would ever satisfied their wants and needs. When they got what they wanted, they complain of the hardship they received.

Now, I'm finally back to school but I'm still tired, tired of not getting my holidays to travel out of singapore........right now the ideal of moving out of my house is getting bigger! Give me 3 more years and I believe i can own a house for myself.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

I AM SO TIRED!
ARH SUN LEE SHAN SHAN YOU ALREADY HOLD ON FOR 2 MONTHS SO WHAT IS 8 DAYS TO YOU!?

*although i'm in a state of going crazy soon, but....8 more days*

8 more days to go and i can have my well deserve rest......and did i say i'm tired? BECAUSE I AM REALLY TIRED!

Monday, June 15, 2009

5 Don't

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

LG GD900 CRYSTAL

Oh my god this is the coolest phone i ever seen! The keypad is the mouse and all features! The best part of all it look so elegant! Expecting it to be release on the 1 July! Heard that London is already on the way or in fact having the phone right now! It can HOLD UP TO 32GB *memory card*

This is the advertisement

Here's how the phone look like when you are using it

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Wedding invitation

A friend of mine was invited to his cousin wedding dinner on the day he receive the invitation card from his aunt but his aunt look so upset, and so he question his aunt "why do you look so sad?"
the aunt just say "when you reach home, open up the invitation card and you will know why"
Curiously about the content he hurry back home, when he open up the envelope he saw this....!

Saturday, May 23, 2009

for once i finally had the time to sit down and update my blog, it has been a tiring week for me, all my friends are asking me "oei when you want to meet?" and my answer was "not this month, i very busy" feeling guilty but no choice because I'm still a trainee and got to work like shit every single day. Everyday is doing the same thing, saying the same thing and looking at the fake expression. Working at JBR really make you see the fake people, well is not that i never see before but this time round i say this bunch of people REALLY REALLY want to give them a punch on the face.

Today is the wine tasting (every fri), greg and i were talking how fake those people are and trying to act high class when we ourselves know that it isn't. Once again looking at fake faces, well i should say not everyone because there's still some minority of people who came here and relax and don't pretend to be high class. No wonder meliana always told me that she is sick and tired of entertaining the people, because this is how sick it can be when you need to entertain all those fake people....tomorrow is my OFF DAY *FINALLY* is like taking FOREVER for the SATURDAY to come. Time passes and now we left about 6/5 weeks to go, i tell you I CAN'T WAIT TO GET OUT! Well is not that i don't like work, is just that i dislike to work for the things i dislike it....

Now all that coming into my head is sleep....sleep....sleeep...

before i end here's some interesting video i came across to while browsing the web

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Sunday, April 12, 2009

The little imperfection that made them perfect....how true it is, how true.

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will.

When the road your trudging seems all up hill.

When funds are low and the debts are high

And you want to smile, but you have to sigh.

When care is pressing you down a bit

Rest, if you must......but don't you quit.

Iife is queer with its twists and turns

As every one of us sometims learns.

And many a failure turns about, when he might have won had he stuck it out.

Don't give up though the pace seems slow.

You may succeed with another blow.

Success is a failure turned inside out - The silver tint of the clouds of doubt

And you never can tell how close you are, It may be near when it seems so far;

So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit - It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.

Dear Wil,

today is the day I miss you terrible dearly, don't ask me why because I have no ideal. Birthday will be this tuesday and all I wish for my birthday is to see you one last time, to say the last goodbye to you and to say I'm sorry.

Misses you with all my heart

Sun

Saturday, April 11, 2009

I miss walking to Bukit Batok St 22
I miss school

I miss my classmates
I miss going to the staff room
I miss cursing and swearing at teachers, projects, tests and exams
I miss the classroom where everyone will gamble, sleep, shout and joke around
I miss the guys climbing on top of each other

I miss walking along the corridor

I miss the yellow box that in the early morning both handy and I will stand there
I miss the F*** up toilet

I miss you all!

Now I will try my best not to say SHATEC is budget when I've already found a place that is 5 TIMES worst than our school!

Wednesday, April 08, 2009

It's getting on my nerves everytime I step into the restaurant. But I'm more sure right now that I am really really REALLY not suitable for F&B *although I'm very sure of this since last time*

Life is really getting meaningless as each day passes by! Very very very VERY SICK AND TIRED OF IT!

Saturday, April 04, 2009

Can I ask "what is the meaning of work, when you are dragging yourself to work everyday?!" this has been coming to my head every single day when i start work. I never felt this way when i was working in conrad. Demoralize your body, mind and soul... all that came into my head was I NEED TO GET AWAY! but somehow meeting up with friends always make you feel much better, since i have meet up with jongki, GW, suzen, shine, gary, alvin, kelvin, justin and azari. Well we saw them at Marina coffee club but now haven't meet up with leroy, JJ, jaryne, mych, hunter, eugene, lisin for a while!

How's life man? This is the question that pop up

oh oh did i mention this i told greg and the rest that lewis really really really look like chow chow the purple tounge dog. I'm not trying to say he is a dog *although sometime i really do find him act like a dog* but his face REALLY REALLY look like one!.......

I MISS SCHOOL! I MISS DHM408B!

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

1st day at julien bompard thinking that there might not be much things since IT'S THE FIRST DAY. But NO! I was wrong in the end we got a 40 pax reservation for this indonesia chinese 18 year old boy birthday party. But then again HE IS HANDSOME!!! I just simply can't take my eyes OFF HIM! wooo Charming, even his friends are good looking! Legs are aching and was bored too death since i was posted to the ala carte section due to my uniform.

2nd day at work, was morning shift 7am-3pm. The last time i attend a morning shift was during conrad days so when i woke up I told myself haiz if it is FO i don't mind but.....haiz and it's been really a while since i woke up so EARLY!!!! anyway IT was a fun morning shift working with mok and ben, of course not forgetting my bros greg and JY.....and the morning chef, chef lee was a cool and fuuny man! hehehehe alright i shall stop here my legs are killing me! so painful and i'm super TIRED!

Dear wil,

I have not been thinking of you for 2 days. Is it a good news to me? Or a bad one? But suddenly a thought of you came into my head

Sun

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Woke up at 4.30am change and leave house immediately to pray to my dad. Yup correct is the time of the year of Qing Ming Jie. I was super exhausted from the lack of sleep since i only slept for 2 hours and the long journey to pray to my dad, when we reach there and my mom start to take out the things as she was preparing the stuff I was looking at my dad picture and one thing that keep coming into my head is "wow, dad it's been 4 years!" and i could never forgot that day which is 24/04 the day he passed away. By thinking of this tears almost roll out from my eyes but as usual I keep holding on to it, even now it seems that it's going to flow out anytime but I still holding on to it.

Dad,

Today is the first time when both kor and i finally come together and pray to you. I'm sorry that i always make you angry, and sorry for the hurtful words and the attitude towards you. It was causes by lack of communication i say. Sorry that i didn't do my part as a daughter should do.


Wil,

Once again I couldn't help but cried infront of my friends again when they asked me why am i still not quitting. As i told them the reason tears are flowing out from my eyes non stop. I still can't let it go.... I need someone, someone to pull me out of this miserable. Thinking of you everyday every min and every sec can be a torture to me, sometimes.

Monday, March 23, 2009

For now I only want to concentrate on my studies especially this few days because is EXAM WEEK! This is the only semester for me to get back my 3......LEE SHAN SHAN WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU! WAKE UP WAKE UP!!!!! IS NOW OR NEVER!!!!

Come on I can do it! only need to suffer for 4 days....4 short days! Make my mom, my bro and especially myself PROUD! WORK TOWARDS YOUR GOAL, YOUR DREAM!

p.s. I can feel it! The feeling came back!!! woo hooo back to studies!

Sunday, March 22, 2009

I did not interfere with your current life because I know you had suffer long enough after you came back, so is time for you have fun!

Anyway a reply back to someone,

hahahahaha I like the one on the bed! oooo YuMmY!

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Guess what i had a very "fruitful" day man! went to the airport for lunch, after lunch jaryne, huimin and i decided to look for a cafe and ended up walking from T3 to T2 to T1 back to T2 and to T3 again. After walking for 1h30min we decided to land ourselves at TCC to "study" but once we sit down we start watching our movie for 2hr then jaryne and huimin start studying but huimin's lappy was too obstructive for me and in the end i ended using it for another 1hr after that i told myself that i should start studying and i did! WOW after writing 3 lines of words the staff told us that we cannot study after 7....WOW!!! so much of studying and excising for me today
*-___-".......(should have went home to sleep)

Friday, March 20, 2009

I didn't change, believe me whatever i did there's always a reason for it. It wasn't did for the fun or out of frustration of it.

Remember i don't act recklessly although i might show to you all that i am.....but i'm not.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

after hearing those hurtful words is still bleeding badly in my heart especially it came out from a friend....tears nearly fall but was held back because i don't want to cry in front of people... many question keep going round my head asking why did this happen? why this and why that....today will be the order taking, i shall not think about it and maybe is time to have a short break and once again i decided to use my MOST powerful quote "Ignorance is the best therapy when things is getting out of hand, so ignore!"
I'll simply don't care.....well is time to study my order taking.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

I finally played TENNIS!!!! YEAH!!!! Ever since i hurt my leg and moving around with my ba zham leg. Oh, Siang join us for tennis, i just couldn't stop thinking that he totally look like a bamboo stick when he took off his shirt and run.....evil i know but i simply can't stop thinking and laugh. HAHAHAHAHA

Anyway things got a bit run off when the security came to tell us we can't played for more than 2 hours even when we haven't exceed the time YET. Everyone was outside talking to the security guard but HE IS JUST TOO STUBBORN! and things got worst when he say something like "hokkien stick" which i serious don't know what's that until my friend told me is some gang stuff. The best part he even challenge Siang one on one....SIAO leh! When things can be settle he said this kind of things out.....totally insane

But the best is that when we are pulling Siang to the car park to cool him down the security guard took a GOLF CLUB and want to hit him! Wa seriously that time i was super worried that he might injuried anyone of us and i was so close to give him a slap on that FACE but then again lucky i didn't do that or else things will get nasty and i would have dirty my hand! Oh back to the topic, everyone was pushing both of them away.....one word to describe HILARIOUS totally man! In the end the police came and talk to Siang decide to let kimchi talk to the management about this matter.

After that everyone went to eat PRATA! YEAH! It has been a while since i had prata.....hmmmm is simply D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S.

Monday, March 09, 2009

my BIG BA ZHAM leg

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

Dear Wilson,

It has been 1 month after you left me. On the 28 Feb I asked myself "have I forgotten about you? have I let it go?" well the answer is No......is kind of hard to let it go. Now I'm doing the things that you used to do. Going to places where used to go. Can I ever see you again?

I hate myself more and more each day passes, you know AZ ask me a question that kept me silent for a moment. She said "If time could turn back would you go with Wil?" My answer was "Yes" and I said you are the guy who met all the criteria but that the only thing that is lacking is "feeling".

I miss you

Sun

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

I'm tired, very very tired. I want to have a break but yesterday was a good drinking session during Jongki's birthday! It has been a while since we had this much drink and so much fun, maybe because we just got back our transcript and majority of us did well in it. Plus It was Jongki's birthday! Well you can see how people react when they get high, super high and super duper mega extremely high. The things they said all you could do is to sit there and listen to let them pouring the things out which has been hidden deep down in their heart.

So is quite true the things they said when people get high/drunk, well then again you got to see who's the person you are talking to!

Monday, February 23, 2009

Saturday, February 21, 2009

7 more days to go before i reach my last stick
8 more days to go before i start questioning myself whether i have get over with it
12 more days to go before it reach our theme party

Dear Wil,

Just want to say "I miss you".

Sun

p.s. now you know the reason why I don't like to stay home, becuase it make me think too much!

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Friday, February 13, 2009

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

This morning I saw tracy sms, in it she was asking me how am I feeling now? My reply was "I don't know.....I just keep on doing my things to avoid the thoughts of it." Maybe in the morning I was still in a very blur mood but as time passes by the feeling came back right after I finish my test, afterall I still can't let it go. I still can't let go....all I want to go is the place where Wil used to bring me which it is up on a hill in singapore.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Dear Wil,

beside saying I'm sorry I really don't know what I should say, knowing that you are gone whatever I want to say is useless. This time I really lost a precious guy. I'm an idiot, selfish & heartless person!

You know soemtime I really I deserve a slap, you're gone and yet I'm still having fun with my friends and laughing as if nothing happen. I really hate myself, really really hate it. I want to visit you but I can't because I don't even know where is it. Your parents and grandpa didn't blame me for the incident but your sister did. At least I feel a bit better at least she hate me for the cause I have done to you.

Question "Which would you prefer If a person compose a song belong to both of you or a person who try his best to play the song you love even though he don't even know how to play an instrument?"

Answer: I don't know, both are equally good in their own way.

Now i have a question for myself "Will I ever get out of this sadness? Is there anyone out there is as good as you? Will I ever forgive myself?"

Thursday, February 05, 2009

Is all my fault! I shouldn't have wrote that letter to you....
I'm sorry....is all my fault

Wednesday, February 04, 2009

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

Sunday, February 01, 2009

motto: don't know and don't care

Sunday, January 25, 2009

my new year resolution - find true love

my Chinese new year resolution - find true love

one ang mo one chinese but both is new year ma~~ hehehehehe

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

woo hooo alright! I'm going to HK with my mom! oh yeah!!!

oh was talking to one of my good friend a few days ago and suddenly she say so next stop where to? How about NY? Then for a moment a total silent because it remind me of the past, so turn and look at her say "I'm not ready to go there yet, I make sure next time I go I want to bring someone important with me and tell AL I've start moving on"

Anyway my flight will be 8.30am on 26/01.....gosh so EARLY! I'm going to make sure i don't sleep too much so that i can save it for the flight! hehehehehe and will ask my mom to go in early since we are going to T3 for Check in, and in the same time i want to take a look inside!

HELLO HONG KONG HERE I COME!

Saturday, January 17, 2009

I'm super duper mega extremely PISSED right now! My mom just cut off my 9 years old necklace!!! It was my FAVOURITE of all and i feel super naked right now without my necklace! ARH!!!!!

The problem is before that my mom already piss me off then i cool down a bit, with a split second a 100tons of iron just landed on my head and "fire" blow up instantly! The best part is that my mom said "ah ya is only a necklace i'll buy one and return to you la" WTH IT WAS A GIFT GODAME IT! AND IT CAN'T BE REPLACE WHEN YOU HAVE SO MUCH FEELING TOWARD IT!

Thursday, January 15, 2009

I think i should REALLY REALLY start the diet programme! I wore my old uniform skirt it was TIGHT! &^#@ really must admit that i really really put on hell lot of weight!!!



ARHH!!!! me and my itchy mouth!!! SUN STOP EATING RUBBISH!

Anyway we end school pretty early though since is the 1st week of school and our lecturer normally don't start teaching since both the student and the lecturer and the student are still in HOLIDAY MOOD so after our lunch i start asking people what they want to do and everyone say they don't feel like going home, since is only 12pm+. After a several negotiation we decide to go VIVO since i say i want to go walk walk to look for my organizer *hehehehehe* i know i know is evil of me to drag everyone along BUT come on we don't feel like going home too! isn't it?

So after a long long walk we decided to watch movie and it took us 10min+ to decide what to watch since there's not much nice movie and our choice were

CHANGELING!

wasn't that bad! in fact i think it was GOOD! And i told matt that i think we are the only 2 person who were really watching this show since ah pui fall asleep right after the show start for 30min, which very normal because he always fall asleep, mych was playing with her hair and sham po wasn't really into this movie in the first place! but i insist him to come! *hehehehehehe* i know another evil side of me!

Anyway this movie is about the mother (Angelina Jolie) is searching for her lost son when she found out that he is missing, and when she report this matter to the police they only take down the information but action wasn't taken seriously. Few months pass and one day the police called to inform her that the son was found, but when she get to the train station she said it wasn't her son but the police insist her to acknowledge the "son"......the rest of it go and explore it yourself!

Conclusion: It was a good movie!

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Went to have coffee with tracy before we met up with kim at the queensway shopping centre, had a little chat with her and the more i chat with her i find her more adorable! Hahhahahaha cute~~~

Anyway we went to queensway because Kim want to check out the track shoe and i want to check out for my desire jacket and i found it BUT in a dilemma whether should i get it or not....after the shopping we went to shaw tower for steamboat! Actually i love steamboat but i hardly eat it because my family doesn't really like it and allow me to eat that too, and is countable the no. of time i visit steamboat just by using my 5 fingers....after the dinner zhen called ask us where are we and i make her come down hahahaha and drink coffee since she say she can't drink anymore due to the hang over she had from the day before we met.

We went to 1 Fullerton Starbucks for coffee, i was enjoying the chat but more of the show between Tracy and zhen hahahaha for a moment can see how tracy is "afraid" of zhen because of her pervert eyes! hahahahahaha
UNTIL! the topic come to me, suddenly talk about Chinese and everyone was asking zhen how come my Chinese was so lousy and yet zhen was so good even though we came from the same school same class......and more of testing of Chinese words. Got irritated with the writing and give up on the writing of Chinese and start cursing and swearing the person who invented Chinese. Then i said "Why the word kou is square?" Then Kim suddenly say "No is not square is rectangle." Then i was like "OK whatever be it square or rectangle i still don't understand why? You see when you open your mouth the shape is circle!" Then again, Kim said "It will only be circle when you do a BJ." I stop my talk immediately with a stunt and i look at her and everyone start to laugh out loud! That's when everyone start to tease me and all i answer back is "Ah ya fuck it la!" I turn to Kim and say "Ni mei you shou hua mei ren dan ni shi yao ba" and she look at me and say "But god given you mouth is for you to talk" haiz.....long story

Even today i met up with Kim because i need to pass her the money and the topic of yesterday continue and just happen i say the same thing and then once again i was defeated BADLY. I ask her why am i always the targeted one and she say "Because you always lose!" I never lost in a argument before!!! I finally meet a challenge

Conclusion : Never Argue with Kim because is impossible to win....

Monday, January 12, 2009

Who would ever know that simple test result can be such shocking and lost! I don't know whether i was tired or in total shock after knowing the truth! My mind just went blank instantly for a min, even when i was walking home i didn't even realize that i was home until a car pass by. This was my first time that my mind went blank even when we had bid each other goodbye 1 hour ago. But i do admit that we are quite cool headed when we know about it, and talk about it in a super calm manner as if nothing happen.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Sometime in life human beings know that they had an unforgettable sad memorise they had in the past, but the problem is that not all human beings is strong enough to face it or to let it go. Why is it so? Is it because they can't forgive themselves? Or a regret to life that a terrible wrong decision had been made? Well so much of human character to be explore.



Conclusion: no one is perfect, trust me even the so call "perfect" person will also made mistakes.

P.S. let bygone be bygone, i don't want you to suffer like me. No matter what i will find a cure to this....

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Is 8.27am now and i'm feeling restless, why? Geez got to get ready for work and before that i got to enter my bathroom which totally freak me out 3 days ago!



Well i reach home around 12am/1am and when i was closing my bathroom door i happen to look up at my door and i see some thing that is stuck so was wondering what was that i open again and i saw a BLOODY BIG LIZARD to my horror i faster close the door again, well mind you the lizard was NOT DEAD! Seriously i was trap in the toilet for 20min with my hand pushing against the door and staring at the lizard. For a moment the guts fairy came upon me and suddenly i decided that this shouldn't be held any longer because i'm so tired. At first i thought of using the shower to be a baseball bat but i think again what if the lizard jump onto the and come towards me? And then i found a red container and i say ok i know the lizard CONFIRM going to JUMP judging on it stuck position and the will of getting out from the door, i was brave enough to open the door and saw the lizard jump from the door to the floor, i was screaming at the top of my voice and trust me when i say scream i really mean SCREAM. Then my mom was like what what? Then i said there's a lizard in the bathroom and i ended up scolding by her for nothing. In the end i decided to go to my bro bathroom and bath. Even it was a separated bathroom i still continue to look around to double confirm there's no lizard. Now having phobia whenever i enter that bathroom. Ok time to shower at.....my bro bathroom.

>_<

Friday, January 09, 2009

Met up with nick, yenni and daniel at K box, wa it's been a while since i last join them for K. I remember back in Conrad time when we used to go K frequently after work it was so much fun as there's always so many people. Well now, even though only got 4 of us but it's still as fun as before because the mood was never away from us.

After K yenni and I went for a drink at paulaner, nick didn't join us because she want to go home for her Yu le Bai Fen Bai and Daniel was driving. Anyway back to the topic of me and yenni, she told me loads of stuff about FO and suddenly i feel that the FO i used to work is no longer the one i used to work....sad isn't it. I told her when i was celebrating on New Year Eve the first thing that came into my mind was the New Year Eve that everyone celebrate together last year 2007 going on to 2008 it was so much fun! Drinking champagne at the front desk, dancing at the FD like you are in a club, best of all taking absolute wild and funny picture at the desk. Everyone was so happy, but now after hearing the things that's going on at FO it just make me feel sad.

Why can't we eliminate the unwanted people and keep the one that is useful?

Thursday, January 08, 2009

Alright is the time of the year to buy NEW CLOTHES & SHOE! Due to the recent change of my school that allow the student to wear home clothes *oh yeah* i decide to buy myself some new stuff, looking at the website i saw some beautiful babies, being me which i will definite choose my favourite color which is Red, White, Purple and the latest family member Gold. I went so crazy after seeing all this.



Purple Air force

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

Question and more question

Have you ever wonder whether the person beside you is the one! No matter what you does that person will do the same thing as you do, now I'm not saying that he/she is copying is just that both of you are so similar e.g eating habit, sleeping habit, drinking habit and the past.
The only differences is the character. Now would you consider that he/she is the one?

Questions, question, endless question to life! The older you get the more question you ask yourself, don't you think so too?

Anyway enough of the question I'm in dilemma right now, i only want a "pillar" to lean on, a secure "pillar" that i know no matter how bad the situation is the "pillar" is always there to support me. Would you be my "pillar"? Many things to tell you as many things has happen but somehow the chances to talk to you are very limited. I know you are busy and I too going to get busy when school start and even though before school start we are busy too....now i do agree that life is all about "hide & seek"

Would you be able to find me if i hide myself?

Thursday, January 01, 2009

Happy 2009!!!

Monday, December 29, 2008

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Vague "road"

Friday, December 26, 2008

a true story of past & present

Looking at the old pair of hands playing piano the piano it suddenly bring me back to the past

so one day i decided to make a trip down to the old place where we used to go

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Monday, December 22, 2008

I don't know why everytime i speak to them i feel that is a waste of my time and sorry to say this but i feel so stupid when i talking to them. I really don't know and don't understand! maybe i'm thinking too much or maybe i'm still not used to having people like them.......well more of human reaction and character to study.

No wonder meliana say she is sick and tired of seeing this kind of people and felt irritated with it, well don't we feel like going back to the past where life is so carefree no stress nothing to worry about.

P.S. i miss playing music

Thursday, December 11, 2008

1. when Greg, Jaryne, Mychelle and Huiwen say i have eye bag!
2. when i found 3 string of white hair from my head
3. when i step out of the class after my FOM paper with a shaking head, cursing and swearing at the person who invented the FOM formula.

P.S. don't make me find out who you are because i'm so going to print your picture out and hang it at the dart machine and throw thousand of darts at your picture and swearing at you the same time! (>__<)*

Monday, December 08, 2008

Sunday, December 07, 2008

Tried to study yesterday but once i open the book the mood went away instantly, i'm so angry with myself why can't i do it! Is it so bloody hard to conquer the exams!

har~~!!! this is so irritating. How i wish there's a house for me to go in, where is quiet and peacful feeling.

p.s.I miss going to your house during the exam period

Saturday, December 06, 2008

Thursday, December 04, 2008

When is my freedom coming to me T_T, i'm exhausted by the endless tests and exam. If i own this world the first thing i will do is to burn or bomb the school and banned all exam papers unless a specific instruction was given by me to have it started. 1 more week to the exam hall and i'm already having a "holiday" mood! I want the sand, sea and the sun with a coconut in my hand.

Har you see how simple things in life can make you so happy! But sadly simple things doesn't come in easy.

*knock my head* is time to get back to studies! If i can conquer this papers that means i can conquer everything! har~~~ i'm going to fight with you!

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

The Top 3 "loves" of my life


Agnes b GOLD shoe *chio right!*

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Monday, November 24, 2008

Christmas Wish list

Well you all know that x'mas is coming and getting nearer everyday which means hehehehehe present!!! NAH!!!! no la is all about the joy of x'mas with your friends sitting down and chill out at one of the bar and just talk. Life is already so difficult why make it even more complicated anyway my friends and I really feel that we had enough of the fun. Come on we are not bunch of boring people is just that sometime too much of fun you get is a bit bored with it.

Sunday, November 16, 2008

was released 1 hour early due to the slow / no flow of crowds but was held back in sentosa by the jam cause by the Barclay golf. Went to meet Kim for dinner and after that drinks, she told me so many stories but one that i will never ever forget will be her ex bf who jump off the building because she say to him that they are not suitable together. The moment she tell me this i stop breathing and my mouth could not even close, while telling this story she cried. Suddenly I felt so helpless, want to do something but don't know what should i do.

For a moment i think she suffer a lot not physically but mentally and spiritually, i always think that why am i always getting this shit and always think that i'm the world most unhappy person since i still could not let go of the past, until yesterday i found someone who suffer more than me. It just break my heart when i listen to all her stories.

*i promise you i try my best to get A but you also promise me not to be afraid*

Friday, November 07, 2008

arh i'm so hungry! so hungry that i can eat the whole turkey myself....counting down to genting trip, YEAH!!!! boy oh boy i really do need a break!

Sunday, November 02, 2008

I can't believe that i was bored to this extend that i actually went home and study my catering science! Well only manage to study a few pages of it. -_-" Because i end up falling asleep, opps!

But it wasn't long until i receive a phone call from overseas, haiz so irritating already told you long long ago we should stop seeing each other, but then again i know that in my heart i want to see you badly. The problem is that if i meet up with you the impact that it's going to hit on me is going to be very hard. I'm afraid i won't let you go this time round! hahahaha or maybe is the other way round, who knows huh.....anyway told mych about you coming to singapore and how much i want to runaway from you, she said "why must you do that? the both of you used to love each other so much". Well what she said is true but somehow there's a period of time that human nature will choose to runaway no matter how strong the person is, isn't it? We shall see what's the outcome like for tomorrow.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Monday, October 27, 2008

went out with kim today, she was one of my customer in KM8. Funny thing was that i can click with her just on the spot, well is hard to find someone who can click with you just immediately.

Anyway we went to cineleisure and catch the coffin, well over all was alright because to me it wasn't that scary at all, although there is some part i got shock due to the sound but still i wasn't scary it just say that lying the coffin will change your karma but it will also bring the bad karma to the person you love, is like the life cycle has been interrupted. In order to restore it you got to go back to the coffin and of course the bad karma you used to have will come back to you.

After the movie we went for a drink at Ice Cold Beer which is near to acid bar, was having a great time just chatting with her in fact before the show we also just chat all the way and i find out that we had a lot of things in common!

Now i feel like having a glass of gin tonic....

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Wedding, when the Chinese had wedding they will always had it either at the hotel ballroom or the restaurant, as for the Western they will have it at a church. This are the wedding ceremony that we attend. But who would ever know the NEW GENERATION will change everything, and it just happen last night at km8. A simple wedding ceremony yet beautiful, with purple balloons, purple flower on all the tables, a professional catering services and beautiful receptionist to welcome the guest. What more can you ask for! is equally the same as what you get from the hotel, but the only different is that the place is on a beach! God given the wedding couple the best gift ever, and you know what is it? It didn't rain at all and the sun is shining so brightly and cheerful! Har.....ended with a beautiful night

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Monday, October 20, 2008

Well i send an e-mail to both Julie and Larry saying that i might be going to melbourne for a visit and hopefully can meet both of them, but sadly fate doesn't allow it!

It was an EXTREME BIG DISAPPOINTMENT that i won't be able to meet up with them as both of them are in UK and won't be coming back to aust in a while. I really miss my 2 cute grand friends! They are so loving and cute~~

here's the msg they wrote to me:

Dear Sun Lee
I am sorry to have to tell you ,we are in England now and will be for a while as we have bought a house here,we shall stay untill yhe housung market picks up again We hope you enjoy your time at Melbourne if we keep in touch we may see each other again in the not so far off future

Love to you from Julie and Larry

T_T
Will i ever have the chance to see the both of you again?

Sunday, October 19, 2008

quite disappointed when mych say that clark's parent house will be having their relative coming over during the christmas and won't be about to hold us. (T_T) But hopefully Larry and Julie will reply to me e-mail or else i might need to forgo the trip to melbourne, but.....but....i really want to go back to melbourne! REAlly!

Seriously i want to go back there at the month like dec because that was the month when i first step into melbourne and it bring back memories, please~!please...let it happen! let me step into melbourne once more!

Saturday, October 18, 2008

school started, well shall say the course wasn't that dry compare to the last. Anyway our class started the Gunbound thing again! hahaha Rather than Dota or Rohan we decided to go back to the past which is the gunbound period! It's quite fun though, now that we start to play again the feeling is different compare to last time when we are still young!

Especially when you play with your classmate and everyone will "jio" each other for the gaming session! hahahaha
Well the 1 month holiday is coming nearer well it seems FAST to me! and this time i will make sure i will use up this 1 month! SERIOUSLY! i haven't been travelling for a while! Now waiting for mych to ask clark! If can i go book on the spot then can go with her, and hopefully can meet up with larry and julie my ex hotel guest!

They are the sweetest couple EVER!

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

my god this few days people has been asking me go clubbing! Well basically i don't club i only drink but will only club if i suddenly feel like. Seriously i had real fun when i was at Conrad, it was so fun! When i was at housekeeping i will go clubbing with sam, afni they all! It's Cool!

Especially my good friend my good bro Sam! we always had fun together! even better is that after clubbing we can share cab home! ^^
What to do since housekeeping we are close and we just click instantly! Always having fun together!

Then i was like telling him "Bro seriously we should meet up soon man! it's been ages since we last club together! Then we must call Deeg, afni they all to come club man!" my god miss my friend badly!!!!

plus i got to meet up with my other friends too. people from SJAB, Conrad, CDAC, KC, MBS, Fencing and many many more...

haiz how i wish i was the time controller!




After seating back and start to think back what are the things that i need to achieve, suddenly found out that i got lot of things need $$$$.

Travelling
1. Thailand (Zhen, June, Kim) January
2. Hong Kong (mom ----> FOC i hope??? ^^) CNY
3. Bali (June) My next holiday i hope so
4. USA (TBA)
5. Australia
6. Switzerland (Me) After shatec

well the Switzerland i'm not worry about it since i'm not touching my pay at KM8, so hopefully can save some personal expenditure money, like travel around europe during my hoiday in swiss! hehehehe But the rest a bit worried.

Electronic
1. Sony Vaio Lappy
2. Zen Mp3

Conclusion: I'm super broke. T_T

Thursday, October 02, 2008

Simple Yet Hard To Achieve

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Met up with xian at tampines to send Rei off at the airport, as usual he never fail to "bully" me whenever we met. As irritating as usual, well can't blame boys are always like this. But always feel comfortable whenever i'm with him because he has seen the "unglamourous" side of me and i've have seen his as well, hahahaha one of my good friend my good "brother" well what can i say because he always treat me as a man! %$#@!~ Seriously i should find one day and wear a dress in front of him and let him realise i'm a lady!

Anyway when we reach there i told him i'm hungry and just nice he haven't had anything since afternoon, i requested to eat mac but he want to eat subway in the end we decided to eat a small piece of Mr Bean pancake while waiting for the rest. In the end Jon Boon, Me and Xian didn't eat anything because Rei choose a expensive place *He don't know the price different from SG and JP* then i was like looking at Xian and say "lucky we had our Mr Bean" hahahaha

Monday, September 29, 2008

Saturday, September 27, 2008

boring!

Thursday, September 25, 2008

yesterday end up sleeping while watching TV, was suppose to meet anthony but hehehehe.....Z_z so sorry anthony and jongki! hahaha 

Friday, September 19, 2008

Meliana and me (this photo don't know how many donkey years ago)

One of my best friend since secondary school days. Sad leh even though we are close but we didn't have the chance to meet up with each other, due to my busy life and not forgetting hers as well. But i definitely can't wait for her to come back to SG on Nov. I die die also will book a slot for her, no matter how busy also must squeeze one slot for her. Some more last time say will go indonesia with her until now still haven't go!

You see la with the busy life we have how to meet, i tell her in future when i start working maybe we need to fly over to see each. Never know what will happen when we start working ma. Ah yo excited leh! counting down 2 month to GO! Wooo HOO!!!!

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Finally feel much better after i taken my FO paper. Confident to get B+ or A muahaha
still prefer FO though, is more realistic!

4 down 1 to go after that

HOLIDAY! HOLIDAY! HOLIDAY! HOLIDAY!
MY FREEDOM!

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

I totally screw up my hospitality sale paper. Seriously I'm so piss off with myself!!!
SHIT! FUCK UP PAPER!!!!!

The huge disappointment that i get from myself for not paying attention in class! Serve me right for this kind of act.

Rather than blaming the author of the book or blaming the teacher for setting such a difficult paper i should be blaming myself for it!!!!

ARH!!!!! DAMM IT!!!!!! SHAN HAR!!!!! WAKE UP HAR!!!!! YOU PROMISE YOURSELF TO MAKE IT BIG SOMEDAY! YOU MUST FULFILL THE THINGS YOU HAVE SET FOR YOURSELF!

Better start waking up man! *slap myself* Hoo! I CAN DO IT!!!!

Saturday, September 13, 2008

that night! that very night! i finally confess....well i think so. The coolness suddenly it resemble AL well is for a while, no matter how you can't compare people to people isn't it?

Anyway i requested to tell me the answer in a week time, now my heart is beating 100 times faster than usual....arh!!! I say we will do this as a "contract" a 2 month thing and after that we will end it with happy ending, which no one will get hurt.

now i'm missing you already. "so fast"

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Haiz i miss getting away. I still remember the time when my last day at FO as a trainee i book a ticket to HK on the spot which i got to flew off the next day, i even go out with them to sing K until 8am in the morning the next day. End up mom keep on calling my phone and shouted "hello! what time is it and you still not at home! Are you aware that you are flying to HK today!" lucky i packed my back the day before! *heng*

Took the train home and ask 3 person to give me a call since i got 2 hours before i check in at the airport. I ask 3 person to call me hahaha. When i reach the airport i was feeling super high as i was super sleepy and i told the person to give me a corner seat as i really needed it badly in the end the bloody plane was full house *shit*. After the 3hr30min of long and tiring flight i finally reach HK. Went to the meeting point to meet my aunt and that time i was already feeling extremely exhausted plus my aunt keep on talking to me! har this couldn't get any worst! hahaha but i still love my aunt and little cous!

When i reach her house i was shock as the place was SUPER DUPER SMALL! but cozy though, i immediately place my bag and take a long shower! *nice* After calling my mom telling her that i reach here safely i switch off my phone. My god the whole 10days to myself, no restriction, no irritating phone calls, no nagging and all i do was shop, eat, play and sleep!

Har for once human need to getaway from the social life for a while. My god i'm missing that now! I want to do that again! A last min getaway and missing in action for few days to relax!

P.S. will i have the chance to do it again? hopefully it will be with the person that make my heart beat as fast as the F1

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

It's 6:03am now and i'm listening to michael buble song. You know in the morning when you just wake up you don't feel like opening your mouth but just want to have a peaceful and quiet moment to yourself.

This is the thing i'm having now, listening to soft music and checking my mails slowly as if the time is all mine. This couldn't get any better. ^^

Nice day for me~~~*love*

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Zen Mp3

Don't you think this mp3 is gorgeous! Is small, big screen, 30 hours of batt life, alarm clock! My 2 Mp3 is so going down the drain, well to be exact is actually 1 which look like it going to drop dead anytime since the cover for the batt has already came off! (gosh). The other mp3 was the cube mp3 which belong to my bro but ever since he got his 2nd PDA and his apple lappy he totally ignore the mp3. How cruel!

So i decide to adopt it and take good care of it since 3 years ago, but good things never last! Soon i find out that the cube mp3 batt life couldn't live more than a day and it start to irritate me when i need songs badly. Lucky last year i bought my lovely lavender PSP slim! My baby! But still human satisfaction of wants never end! I know that i need a super duper cool mp3 and had long lasting batt life! woo hooo FINALLY!

I am so mad about Electronic stuff!

Others love shoe/bag/clothes

Me! ELECTRONIC! yeah!

=====================Part 2 ====================

Oh my god this month there's so many nice movie i haven't watch!

Shows like : 12 Lotus, Mama Mia, Meet dave, Journey to the center of the earth, Fate (OMG HUNKS), The Mummy 3

Anyway tomorrow will be my group Hospitality Sales Presentation, wish us all the best! This semester i must work extremely hard for my grades as my part 1 did badly! arh this is bad! how can this ever happen to me! I'm so disappointed with my result! Oh well whining doesn't help, so i must work bloody hard for it!

Quote: Die free or Die trying? Which would you prefer?

Monday, August 11, 2008

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I always saw you smiling

I knew from the moment I saw you

If it’s you

If the person by my side

Is you, if it’s just the two of us together

Forever is possible

Darling, I will smile only for you

Darling, again for your sake I will shed tears for you

If I could only love one person my entire life

Just one person it would be you

I saw your sad expression

The tears I saw for the first time, pained me

If it was me, if it was me, by your side

If it was me, if we were together

We can be happy

Darling, I will always stay by your side

Darling, I will live only for you

If I could only have one love my entire life, just one,

That person would only be you.

Life a tree with deep roots

When the wind blows

I will take the brunt of whatever comes to you

Be my magnificent flower

That bloom on my branch

Forever

Daring I will only love you

Darling I will live only for you

If I could fall in love once, just once,

That person I would fall in lo, would be you

Darling, I’ll love only once, just once

And that person is……

You

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This is what i felt now, i don't think you will get the chance to see my blog since you don't know my add. Must i always in the one side love?

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Saturday, August 09, 2008

Friday, August 08, 2008

finally finish the 2 irritating paper!!!! don't think i will do well....=="
C-A-N-N-O-T!!!!! i must score well!!......still got one more to go....FIGHTING!

P.S. my heart is open to anyone who can melt away the thick layer of ice, dare to give it a try?

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

Seriously i really need a holiday therapy, BADLY! My gosh i don't know how can i endure for this few months of not going overseas, this is absolutely hilarious. Must.....stop....whinning!

arh....arh......arh!!!!!!!!!!!
damn you projects, tests and exams!!! DAMN YOU!

*woooo* much better. Now continue with my work.

Saturday, August 02, 2008

Met up with my group for the project at raffles city cafe cartel, omg the food sucks BIG TIME, i never tasted such a horrible food. I remember last night i had was fantastic (at marina square). Is a pity that i couldn't join my group for a meeting since i'm meeting my friends since it was stated as the kcian girls night out! Went to the marina square to meet them my god that kind of feeling is unable describe, that kind of excitement that comes from your heart!

Well that shows how long i have not met them (fel, mel, ai zhen). Then we start to talk about the school days life, then we start to laugh how "childish" and naughty we are, they even brought about me bullying a teacher! hahahaha. We had a good laugh about it, harr haven't had such a good laugh ever since the incident happen to me.

Quote: Never think that you already done everything and has happily fulfilled your stuff, if you think of that then you will start to drop for your brain will tell you that "hey is enough, come on let relax".....this is dedicated to the younge people like me who is still a novice in this world!

Sunday, July 27, 2008

3 more bloody chapter to go! i study until i fall asleep, haiz standard. Even when I'm sleeping i still think of the sales things, my god I'm actually doing psychological hypothesize.

P.S. This is the time when you need your love partner beside you! When they can cheer you up and give you a TLC treatment! L-O-V-E-L-Y~~~~

Saturday, July 26, 2008

I'm feeling super duper high now i actually reach home at 3.30am and slept at 4am, now i got to get up for work. Man when was the last time i had this feeling of not enough sleep and had to get up for work.

Now while typing the things out my eyes are actually closing.

P.S. I will upload the pics soon, definately not today or tomorrow since monday got test.

Thursday, July 24, 2008

you irritating person! you just piss me off by telling the whole world that i owe you one mac meal! bloody hell @#$%^& i was so close to say it out loud to the whole world that you owe me more than what i owe you! I will always remember the things that i owe OK!

What rubbish! this is absolute OUTRAGEOUS, HILARIOUS and NONSENSE!

*pissed*

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

SUPER DUPER MEGA GOOD argument!

Sunday, July 20, 2008

i finally bought my blazer!!! now left 2 things~~~ anyway was smsing yenni yesterday i was like asking her whether she got go to tioman island before? since my group feel like making a trip down there! In the end her reply was "no, i don't like the sun and the sand". Typical "tai-tai" well can't blame her because i used to be like this! hahahaha
Anyway both me and yenni deciced to save money for Taiwan!!! which will be next year, sound so far but it feel so near to me because a few more days and it's going to be August but i still miss hong kong! never mind if possible i shall "brain wash" her to go hong kong! hahahahaha

Saturday, July 19, 2008

yesterday ended school at 2.30 so me, mych, hunter, justin and gary decided to catch a movie. Which is "THE BATMAN" my god! the lambo car is super duper outstanding! The normal lambo car that i saw look so ugly because of its ugly butt! BUT the one that batman was driving, the butt of the car look so nice!~~~~ *nose bleeding*
Mych and I didn't have the chance to finish watching the movie due the lack of time and our work start at 6pm.

Anyway mych was complaining about the place it was so boring! *which i totally agree* can't blame her since she work in the beach bar for a long time plus beach bar is bigger and can walk around. I'm missing my work place too! It's a fast moving place and the best of all i don't need to serve food or drinks! Actually i don't mind working at check in because its relaxing but yesterday i just found out that my left is super weak! cannot even carry the glass properly, maybe i'm not used to it, or should i not buy any insurance for myself *buy excuses for myself* that i have yet to put away the pride! hahahaha is hard but at least i'm trying my best.

Thursday, July 17, 2008

i was looking through my mails until i receive the DHM mail telling us the name of the group

Group 1 (Long Wendan) - Eighth Day - 28th August
Group 2 (Chong Jun Jie) - Amigos - 4th September
Group 3 (Leroy Nijer) - S.M.S. - 11th August
Group 4 (Anthony Sulaiman) - Indosing
Group 5 (Lee Shan Shan) - De' Smokers - 21st August
Group 6 (Su Zhiqin Gary) - UN-United Nations - 25th August

hahaha look at all the funny funny names! hilarious

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

tomorrow going to make breakfast for my group~~~ yahoo
i think i shall make one more for my mom since she haven't eat any food that is made by me.

Aren't you all lucky!!!!!!!
shall upload the pic tomorrow...tata going to bed now or else cannot wake up early tomorrow




oh my god i'm so going to blog this! I just dreamt of ninja and they are attacking me! then suddenly i took the ninja sword and start to fight with them, wa super drama! then my friends were wrap in the plastic foil.....a bit de but funny hahahahaha

P.S what a crazy dream

Monday, July 14, 2008

Today i met Jay who is my conrad workmate who is also from shatec, oh by the way i met him at shatec! hehehehe anyway we are super please when we saw each other because is like super long since we last saw each other.

So we start chatting how's things going on in conrad and i actually forgotten that i'm having Mr Tham lesson *sorry Mr Tham* then he told me that the new FOM actually kick quite a number of Phillips out! which is good, because both of us really think that they are too slow and serious they got attitude problem. No offence to the phillips people if you are reading but this are the one that we had but sadly only minority is good. Anyway after chatting about conrad i asked him why is he still here because i thought he is going to swizertland to study. Then he was said that he ask around but all he get is negative feedback and he say he might be thinking of going other places or study business. hmmm funny that we both got different feedback, right now i too want to study general management since is about business too and i'm serious in both business and hospitality. Which this 2 is link for what i personal feel, but right now i'm still looking in good school. If i can get into havard, my god i'm going to treat you all go check in and drink liao. Which i think is impossible hahahaha but anyway i'm so glad to see Jay again!

Then after school me, JY, Mych, GW, Justin, Kimchi, Greg and Hui Wen went to RC to play pool~~~ i didn't play because i seriously don't feel like playing and in the same time i also don't feel like going home, so on the way there i decided to go to FM on wed since Mr Tham couldn't make it on that day *yeah* and i start to call Kim, Jun Qian and Zhi Xian my buddy. Look below and see what's our conversation

Me: Xian going down to FM on wed?
Xian: cannot i'm on duty
Me: huh, ok lor no choice. Xian i think coach going to say i put on weight leh
Xian: i thought you lost weight and last night i saw you also got slim down a bit
Me: ya, that is when i'm still having attachment ma....but i only put on a little weight la
Xian: shan, please don't lie to yourself! For sure you put on a lot right!
Me:........ can you stop being so irritating! everytime our conversation you confirm irritate me!!!
Xian: muahahahaa but of course how can i miss out this opportunity

this irritating guy forever irritate me, but what to do he is my best buddy!!!! hehehe then after that i called Han Wen, when she pick up she was so super surprise because at first she thought i call wrong person but the phone keep on ringing. Then i ask her whether she going down on wed then she was like, errr actually i have not been going down for 7 months and i feel like taking abreak from it. Then i said well at least you are better than me, i 1 year didn't turn up then we start talking say how much we miss each other....ohhhh han wen she is the first SMU girl whom i chat with and we started at the same time!!!! my best fencing mate!!!!

then after that me and mych start to talk about the camping that we had back in the olden days wa i miss my thailand trip friend leh! i miss the time when we cry together, laugh together and work our way out together! and experience things that you can never experience in singapore! after going to that trip you really realise that singapore is still the best! no doubts in that.

arh~~~~ today is the day that brings back all the memory leh!

go to sun1404.multiply.com to view my photo album. hehehe

Saturday, July 12, 2008

First Day Work @ Check In

Today is my first day of work at check in wasn't that bad but somehow i'm still not used to it since this is my FIRST time working in F&B. People there are great!

Well i haven't taken my first step out from the "No No F&B job" box there's still more to continue. Since i want to be successful GM or other Manager Position then i got to try out in verious type of job, isn't it?

P.S. Time is running out!

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

i woke up at 5.30am didn't sleep well as i close my eyes the picture start to come in, so i just stay in my bed and stare at the stay telling myself "i must be strong, let this be a test to myself"

wanted to cry when i send her off but some how my eyes are all dried up for the last time we look at each other in the eye and say our final goodbye with our last hug. We know that this will be the last time to see each other.

Right now I'm alright but I'm still fragile. So for now i won't be drinking with you guys, i don't want to drink. I'm afraid that when i start drinking my tears will start to roll down. I don't want to let people see this side of me, the side of me when i need a shoulder to lean on. I must learn to overcome quickly.

P.S. I forgive you and i'll forget that we have ever met.

Monday, June 23, 2008

i just send her off and before we bid goodbye i pass her a letter and ask her to read it when she is in the plane. This is what i wrote:

Dear Annabelle,

once again we are parted and this time i know there's no turning back. It's difficult for me to bid farewell as you are my first one and only one sorry i still don't have the courage to say this 3 words to you "I love you" in person.

after a long waiting finally i got a chance to see you, i was happier than the world could ever know. And when you give me the look in the eyes it start to bring back those old times that make me feel happy from the bottom of my heart. Right before i could say "let start again!" you took out and pass me the wedding card which make my heart shredded in to pieces where it can't be stick back.


I have no doubt that when you say you really love me from the bottom of your heart because i can feel it. The hug i give you at the airport will be our last hug, the last present that i give you, please bring the feeling with you as i really don't want it anymore with me, my heart is once again close because of you i will let the beautiful times of love leave me with you.


i won't show you that i am nothing to you, i will show you how well i had.

sorry but i think I'm unable to attend the wedding
goodbye.

from,
Shan Shan

this is the last letter, at least this time i got a chance to say goodbye to her. i have no regrets since i know the truth, all i could do is to let the time to heal the deep wound in my heart. once again my heart in close, i don't wish to go back to the old self, someone please save me.




Annabelle

introduction about her

the first person who:

1. i bump to in the hospital and spill the coffee on to
2. i hold my hands with
3. make me breakfast on our vacation trip
4. play the piano for me
5. create a song for me
6. teach me about human life, business and how to be sucessful
7. i want to call when i'm down
8. i didn't regret knowing
9. make me fall for
10. make me cry for

and this is the first 10 things that happen between you and me.

i heard your voice message. but the only 2 things that i'm regret of is

1. didn't fly to US and look for you
2. meeting up with you that night

if i have flew to US everything might change. Meeting up with you that night was the most hurtful thing that happen to me, especially the moment you took out the card this is the card that i really don't want to see.

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

i miss you

i miss you! I've missed you for 7 years and it still goes on. i never stop missing you in fact you are irreplaceable! everything that i do, reminds me of you....my friend asked me if one day there's a person whose has exactly the same name and same age as you, how would i react?

i don't know....i simply do not know the answer at all! i missed you so much

IS THERE A POTION THAT WILL STOP YOU FROM MISSING SOMEONE???

I am feeling so regret right now!
I regretted that i didn't stop you when you told me that you are leaving.
I regretted that we didn't confess about the feelings even though we some how know that it is there.
But the only thing i didn't regret is knowing you!
You taught me everything!
You taught me how to read a person mind.
You taught me how to be a better person.
The most important of all you taught me how to love someone from your heart
But in the same time you taught me how to reject when you left.
baby
I miss the food that you used to cook for me
I miss the piano that you used to play for me
I miss the movie session with you
I miss your passionate eyes
I MISS YOU!

i didn't even have the chance to say "I LIKE YOU".....

this is the thoughts I'm having right now!....I'm feeling so down.
i need someone to talk to
i need someone to lean on
i need a shoulder
i need a hug
i need a pair of listening ears

i feel like running away, is there a place where i can stay and heal my wounds and in the same time it provide me lots of love? is there a place?

anyone?

Sunday, May 18, 2008

goodbye stefanie tseng

dear AL,

today stef is leaving singapore she's going back to melbourne and never come back just like 6 years ago, before she left she ask me whether to say yes or no to her....in the end i didn't reply even today before she left she called me but i didn't answer.....

i was in dilemma yesterday because the deadline stef gave me was yesterday, after i told myc about it she say just ignore it since she is crazy...haha i couldn't make any decision so i toss a coin and the answer was no.

i guess is time to move on.....goodbye stefanie tseng
all the best in your future endeavor we might see each other in the business world

Sunday, September 30, 2007

was talking to xian this morning about the PSP i'm serious in getting one please do not stop me! i've been thinking of it for a long time!
while we are chatting i suddenly say this "gosh i miss the ITE days! Remember we go indonesia to do voluntary work! go malaysia for competition arh! those were the days"

then i actually suggest to go to malaysia once again but is only my batch of fencing people! go there for a holiday! sleep eat shop! that what we do the most.....but xian suddenly say "they confirm say ok for now but who knows there might be a last min of cancellation" which is very true for my batch since everyone is a busy people.....so i decided to do a last min outing when it comes nearer to date.....

the older we get the lesser time we meet sometimes it will be good that everyone just stop and look at your surrounding!!! OMG we are too busy in life!! we need some relaxation........




got a 2 days MC from my doc. Why? because i got a very serious sore throat and it was so bad when i was taking to my doc no voice came out....and she look at me and said "hmm not very serious la but you cannot talk for 2 days or else it might cause you to loose your voice forever" when i heard this i was thinking "geez! not serious!!! loosing of voice is not serious!" and so i try to speak to her saying "i'm working midnight today and tomorrow and i'm in the front line" then she say don't worry i give you 2 days mc ok....

after that i reach home i REFUSE TO speak to anyone and my mom got to ask her friend to sms me whether i had eaten....but worst of all is that it happen on the day when i want to Check in wang lee hom....shit!

of all days i got it today! well at least i know is yi jun c/i him hehehehehehe and that yenni keep on telling me about wang lee hom!!!! T_T it's really been a torture for me! geez anyway i'm alright now can talk (after shut up for 2 long days of no talking) i finally got my voice back!!!!

I MISS YOU MY VOICE!!!!!

Thursday, September 06, 2007

wa today is a CRAZY day 2 people MC on morning shift so left me, frankie and chandran. We look at each other and haiz, the departure are madness so are the arrivals! We super ONs today say one thing everyone say STEADY work like nobody business, and don't know how many mitsubishi c/i today on our shift, KNN so troublesome..... of all days they choose to mc today when we are so busy think funny is it....at the end of the shift me and chandran look at each and he say hmm not bad we finish our thing quite fast so this prove that Quality is much better than Quantity no matter how many people you got but if can't work is useless.....TRUE!

na bei feeling high now ok i go sleep now bye~~~~

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

had a long day today, plan to watch the Rat show but in the end no.... ok at first me and nick start confirming with the no. of people who is going which is from 5 drop to 2 me and nic and today we also end our work at 7pm! then go and wash the photos for liah album (it's been dragging like nobody business) decided to take a cab but it was TOO LONG end up taking bus, so while we are on the way to the cinema norain called "WEI where are you is going to 7:50pm soon we still need to get the ticket!" nickole got a shock and say "i thought you all should be getting it!" in the end Liah mistaken that i'm going to book the ticket when i actually mean total 5 ticket you all go and buy first.....haizzz end up having dinner instead...

Sunday, September 02, 2007

today went K box with yenni and nic, actually i don't like to sing but suddenly feel like going-----> sorry sally! rejected you so many times hahahahahahaha

was quite fun....surprising yenni voice is quite powerful!!!! and nic voice was good too! everything started well until the ending when nic chosen "before i fall in love" by coco lee.....haizz sometime in this world the things that you want to forget about it will constantly appear in front of you.....

was walking towards the mrt "was being force by yenni not to take taxi since i'm not working tml" i told her : actually just now one of the song that you all sing bring me sad memories.... after saying that yenni say "SAY WHAT IS IT??? WHAT SAD MEMORIES!!! WE ARE FRIENDS RIGHT!!!" hahahaha but in the end i didn't say a single word and complaining i'm tired.

Thursday, August 16, 2007

someone ask me this "if you ever had to stand between friendship and love what would you do?"
my answer was "either you get both or you lose both"

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Saturday, August 04, 2007

Today was a great day but as usual tired, but someone just make my day into a happier day hehehehe.... i receive a harry potter book the latest one from a gst! The news spread fast and everyone come to me saying "you got the book!" hahaha then anne was like saying "you try asking jean whether can get a star or not" hahahaha

anyway the guest name is Prof shoemarker but you pronounce it as "shoemaker" anyway he was one of the big shot from cornell nanyang and mayte was assisting with the c/o....so before finish she ask me to assist the guest to the arr limo, so while walking towards the bell the people say is coming in 10 min time say i invite the guest to have a rest at the lobby.....when we are at the lobby he start taking out his stuff and realize he left something in the luggage so he ask me to look at his stuff while he go take the things, when he come back i saw him holding a harry potter book i was like saying "you like harry potter too" and he say "oh yes, did you manage to get the book?" i was like giving a sad face "no, and i didn't manage to find the time to watch the harry potter movie plus all the book was sold out"....he look at me and say "tell you what don't buy the book, i'll give you mine i'm coming back on fri and i'll pass it to you" and i was like oh my god is this guy joking with me....he took a pen and wrote down my name. True enough he really pass me the book!!!

so touch!!!! T_T

Thursday, July 26, 2007

stranger i can feel from someone else dream, the leaves became to fall no one pick it up but i can't seem to recall....

is easy to forgive but hard to forget

Saturday, July 21, 2007

i'm back

i'm back old blog. Couldn't logon to it with my house computer, my computer has been hinting both me and my bro that it going to die soon.....right now my bro is thinking of buying a laptop but i kind of think that desktop is better!!! hehehehe because i can have the computer in my ROOM!!!! and got more memoy for me to download games.

ok i shall update what i haven't been typing



FSI 2007

this year wasn't able to take part the fsi so i decided to make a trip down to the competition venue @ republic poly and everyone saw me and say "where are you man! missing in action" or "why aren't you taking part?" or "oh my god so long never see you! are you giving up in fencing" for your information PEOPLE i'm not quitting fencing ok! i fall too deep into fencing and couldn't get out of it! so no way am i going to quit, for the time being i'm rest for 1 year T_T which is a torture to me.....anyway i was there and i saw Mr & Mrs Ide hahahaha man i do enjoy seeing mrs ide again! always speaking to me in french hahahaha and all i could reply is "we we" hahahaha oh oh and i met ammy too! i met her last year FSI!.....so happy to see her but this time pang didn't make it because of the competition in europe ( so lucky).....i saw von, kim, mag, ruth......ah ya too many people oh oh and this year we know so new batch of korean fencer but sadly is not the same weapon as me.....anyway we start knowing each other when i told ann how to say expensive in korean and that "uncle" look back hahahaha that how we know each other. Although we have communication problem but we enjoy each other accompany right now we are like good friends! the teacher and the students......anyway this year FSI wasn't that interesting as last year in fact it was boring!.....anyway the sg fencer all lost so nothing much to see...

Midnight shift

ok it was my first midnight and i could hardly survive, the first night was with nickole & jamadi.....they taught me a lot of stuff.....many things happen on the first night.....today is my last night the 5th night ~~!!!! FINALLY..... oh my god i'm so so so so happy i miss my bed so much! oh i actually fall asleep while reading my mail, the best is that i don't even know i fall asleep until norain say "oei don't sleep hor" that's when i got a shock hahahahahahahaha now i'm awake counting down to offwork.....3 hours to go! oh yeah!

Friday, January 12, 2007

i was viewing shyan blog and suddenly feel that he has change, he become more man.... a mature man well that doesn't mean he is not mature in the past but he is improving, kind of feel he is becoming an adult and i'm still a teenager hahahahaha...... time flew by real fast last time in the ITE days i was enjoying myself, every time go travelling and outing but now is all about work.

Why do human have to work? to fulfill their unlimited needs? or just to kill time? for me is fulfilling my goals...... i think i'm starting to enjoy conrad housekeeping department not because of being a chambermaid then i start to like but i started to feel comfortable with them, is like a home.....frankly speaking i do hate the toilets but not the people.....

especially susan i can't help thinking of her as ms lee! hahahahaha their eyes is like the same, there's a few times i almost call her ms lee hahahahaha oh by the way their character are quite the same




ah!!!! never been so relax.....ever since i started my attachment time seems to fly real fast!!! no wonder they say when you start working it's the time for you to get old soon!

i'm quite lucky got off for 3 days so today i decide to go to FM!!!! so long never go there don't know how is it like kind of miss fencing even though i'm busy with work....... oh conrad is deciding on 5 days working and 2 days off just like the normal busy days! isn't it great!!!!! hehehehehehe........

i shall slack the whole day!

Thursday, January 11, 2007

i was like cleaning rooms when i found a japanese RA show then i was thinking "hmmm show i bring it down and report it as lost and found or keep it?" 20 min later Tom appear i ask him should i bring it down or not, his answer was "NO!!! don't!!! pass it to me i want to watch" then i told him i watch first then pass it to him la then he ask me to bring it down.....wth hahahahaha anyway in the end we get one CD each since there's 2 in it! hahahahaha

30 min later i saw xiao de who is delivering the linen up i told her about the CD and she say "I WANT TO WATCH TOO!!!" wa lah i was shock on the spot because she look so cute and innocent never would i think that she will be interested hahahahahahaha that why they say don't judge a book by its cover! hahahaha anyway i told her after i finish i pass it to her......can't wait to watch it

Sunday, January 07, 2007

ever since i start doing rooms i have been cursing people all the way T_T i know is a sin but i couldn't help it!!! especially singaporean the most terrifying guest that the hotel could even expected what they going do in the rooms.......
when my friend asked me "so how's life in being a room attendant"
my replied was "terrible and horrible! i'm watching scary movie everyday! and cursing people everyday!" and
my friend was puzzle and ask why is it so and
i said "because when you enter the rooms is super messy that means you are dead and it really and especially the toilet it really piss me off because that's the place where you will start to watch scary movies!!!"

so seriously to all my friends especially singapore friends i mean it DO NOT MESS UP the room too much your happiness equal to others miserable, if you don't know how it feel then you should try doing rooms for 1 day and you will understand why because i used to be like that! hahahahahahaha

world peace!!!!!

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

goodbye 2006 hello 2007!!!! well is a new year for everyone, 2006 is a year where many things happen! sad stuff happy stuff so i shall throw the sad stuff away into the bin and keep and happy in my heart. feeling great this morning when i wake up! it means it will be a great start for me!!!! i shall treasure my attachment time for this year because this is the only year where i get to suffer and enjoy the harvest that i plant in my hard work!

Thursday, December 28, 2006

gosh this is only year which i spend my christmas with the toilet bowls!

hahahaha

but wasn't too bad though, the christmas feeling is still there so not that bad after all.... oh got a family photo shot at some studio was rather tiring, first time think that taking photos are so tiring.....

this few days have been raining non stop and rather heavy....a wet christmas this year, lets hope that new year won't rain.....

Saturday, December 16, 2006

FINALLY!!!! my cold has finally get a little bit far away from me!!! gosh i've been suffering for 2 weeks straight!

people drink more water!

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

today wasn't too bad got a little meeting, didn't know until i saw rachel at the centennial cafe and after a while susan PM me and told me about it...... while waiting for the lift had a little chat with susan and compare to last time it was more than the usual! i always make the first move to do the talking but this time wasn't too bad! i started saying

me: wa you so busy
she: ya la run here and there
me: ya! my first time see you run! hahahahahaa
she: work so hard don't know for what
me: seriously you should relax, go for holiday la
she: ha! relax! can't no one here to look after after 18 then i can relax
me: then go holiday lor take a break
she: huh! holiday! errr no
me: *smile

hahahahahaha very short but compare to last time it was much better, the more i chat with her the most interesting she get i can't help to denying that i actually don't dislike her infact i'm kind of like her! i mean to me she very mystery so many things is hidden.....hahahah don't get me wrong just want to know what's her character like! well lets wait for the next opportunity of talking session with her!

hmmm this is getting interesting then i expect

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

i'm super supER SUPER TIRED today!!!! all thanks to the mystery shooper! don't know run to the toilet for how many times roughly 5min go in 3-4 times.....then go out and check the cigarette!!!! sound very little but seriously when you come to do is tough work! for someone who doesn't do any household chores.....

PLEASE GIVE THE P.A DEPARTMENT A HIGH SCORE!!!! i give my very first time to this P.A department!!!! and today i rush like hell!!!!!

ANG MO OLD MAN YOU BETTER GIVE US A GOOD SCORE OK!!!

~~~~please

*ouch my legs are hurting!*

Saturday, December 02, 2006

I'm so weak when i am a person who is frightened i lived not knowing these things until you left me!! although i love you everyday and long for you i try to seal my heart the tears that won't stop, keeps on flowing for the first time i can't be myself my heart has turn as cold as ice eventually, this love was worthless since we broke up why did you want me? why did you live inside me?
the more i try to figure you out, the more i despise you. i can't forget, even if you forget me.
because you will be the most important person to me i want you and i love you even if my life ends while i'm waiting for you. i'll have no regrets living like that




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this video is totally nice.....if you are reading you should know what i mean

Thursday, November 30, 2006

ok i just had my bath and completely feel RELAX but fencing for today was RUBBISH!!! even hanwen say i'm so rusty (which is true) and everyone was like saying hello what's wrong with you!

arh!!!!! rubbish!!! T_T i really want to come back BUT my attachment always drag me back to the hotel! gosh signing 1 year of my freedom to conrad was terrible for me, although the people are GREAT! but i still MISS FENCING!!!!

oh today WAS SUPER PACK!!!! never see so many people the last time was like 1 year or maybe 2 years ago today really really pack! Then ben show us his drawing, this guy is super talented la the drawing so nice i like the titanic, final fantasy, mr bean and there's one more i forgot..... then i saw HW!!!!! har feel so good to see her again! everytime when i see her it seems that all my worries has flew away!!!! some kind of power hidden within her! mother love? Opps better don't let her see! (if you see this! it's a compliment!)

hope to come back next week!

i miss fencing!!!!




i got 3 off days!!!! yeah~~~~ but they straight away took my 2 annual leave...... now i left 2 for housekeeping!!! T_T yesterday went down to The Thinking Child and sammy said "today no need to do anything just sit there and look after the place.... and i was like WHAT! man i should have brought something with me....so after she left i took out some papers and start to draw from mistake to a very beautiful artistic drawing! hey i used to be a designer ok! don't worry is not crayon shin chan is a building which is related to my previous course...... i drew a hotel that is not in this world! haven't think of a name yet will post it out later.....

so today was a boring day later going to meet some people hahahaha got a bet if she reach early i will treat her coffee hahahahaha....kids out there do not learn hahaha sometime betting make life more interesting than it is! anyway i got carry my WHOLE FENCING STUFF to orchard!!!! Going to have a strange stare at those people who walk pass me, just like the old times with xian they all.

Friday, November 24, 2006

man i do enjoy my offdays!!! yesterday i went to watch movie with ryan and rachel. We watch Step up....My GOODNESS!!! that show is havoc la i almost want to get off my seats and start dancing! is super nice!!! 2 thumbs up!

Today after work at the thinking child me and rachel last min say want to watch happy feet, is out of sudden because i say "hmmm i'm bored don't feel like going home so early, why not catch a movie?" and of course she say ok! so before that we actually want to go to bedok to have lunch in the end we pass by Tanah mehra we decided to alight since it's much nearer to TM.

when we reach there and bought the movie tickets we went to long john for lunch, this time both me and rachel were totally broke! hahahaha while we were on the way to the cinema i bump into felix and both of us were shock we stand and say "hey!" but before that i say "FEI! FEI!" hahahaha couldn't talk much with him because the movie going to start so i left. gosh me and him haven't seen each other since 4 years! and he change a lot! lets not forget he FINALLY GOT a GIRLFRIEND! i was totally surprise! because he always say nobody would want him he so ugly, you see now he got a girl who is same age as me!

well it's a day to be remember!

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

ok i'm seriously tired!!!! gosh!!! although didn't do much but i feel very tired!!! why? because must STAND cannot sit! at that point i start to think of Edo sushi the place where i used to work, because must always stand but at least can sit la when there's no one.......

ok let's stop complaining if i compare myself to maria!!! gosh she's is frightening me right now, she say "really sun i really cannot finish the room without my buddy" ok when i heard that right i'm like "gosh i think i better treasure the time in public area, or else i suffer and make myself miserable when i go up"

oh oh i bump into KCIAN!!!! hahahaha it feel so good to bump into the people who study same school as you, arh!!! i miss KC hahahahaha and on the way home i bump into my SJAB KC senior didn't talk because i was extremely exhausted of facing the toilet the whole day..... but we did give each other a warm and cheerful smile la!

lucky tomorrow is orientation day no need to face the toilet bowl for 1 day....oh oh people from HK is fantastic! for now i shall say CONRAD is a fantastic place to work!!! like i say for now! 3 month later i will tell you again of what i think......let not forget what i always say "don't judge a book by it's cover!"

Saturday, November 11, 2006

was talking to AZ then suddenly AZ say "you still can't forget the person or not going to accept anyone?"

then i say "is very hard to forget that person and is not easy for me to open my heart to accept anyone right now....but i'll give it a try if i'm been taken out from the icy cold palace"

hmmm maybe right now i can't accept anyone since it has been a long time and is hard to break an icy hard heart when it has been freeze for so long.....like i say if anyone could met the outer layer i will give it a try.....

Friday, November 10, 2006

seriously i'm getting quite irritated from "you know who" keep on pestering me about it even though i've clarify with them that the final decision will be made in 2 years time......


but i guess it's doesn't go in to her head when i tell her about it! so IRRITATING.....seriously one more time is this goes on i will tell her personally that "if you say one more time then you are closing the line that i've gave myself a limit for you and if you really cross over the line everything that i'm interested will turn into a dust immediately" so seriously don't do that again!

Monday, November 06, 2006

ok went for the first few session previously and yesterday i finally made my decision that is joining that company BUT the main objective is my bro! who is so call the decision maker in the HOUSE and so after telling the group about it they say when you take to your bro you must never never talk to back to him! this is a no no.....anyway in heart i was like " what the hell! this time confirm die" and so all the way home i was trying to think many different type of ways to talk to him in the end i decided to choose the HEART TO HEART talk.....and so this morning while he was eating i started to say

me: err about the bel'air thing

bro: say, i'm listening

me: i talk first you just need to sit there eat and listen to me will do

bro: say la! i'm listening!

me: ok i want to join the bel'air
(in my heart "gosh this is not the way to start! ah what the hack since i start like this then i continue like this")

bro: why

me: because i believe i can make it big in that company! you see everyone work so hard is for what? MONEY!

bro: ya true, but basically i don't wish to see you join! i've been to bel'air before and roughly know their system, some more mom and i got a feeling that you will become a hotel manager and yes we know that once you are interested in the things you like you will give in all the best but still i'm still not convince whether i should let you join!

me:.........
(feeling a bit piss off and holding myself not to talk back!)

bro: ok unless you go out and work for 2 years and after 2 years we will let you join because you have stand by your own feet to earn your money! and if i ask you to quit fencing will you?

me: WHAT! 2years! do you know this 2 years i can earn big bucks!!!! and right now all i have is my age! do you know that i sacrifice my hope of going to switzerland and study just to get in there! and should you know that how much i'm looking forward for studying in switzerland! and yes for the sake of this i will stop fencing.
(tears start to roll down from my eyes and is non stop just like a water tap)

bro: ok i tell you let say i'm a painter and you are looking for a painter to paint a picture will you believe what i say when i say i know how to paint!

me:.........
(gosh you are forcing me to say that word out!)

bro: isn't it obvious! this is what i mean

me: ok let make it a deal during my attachment from 20 nov 2006 to 18 nov 2007 you can observe whether i deserve it or not......

bro: ok then it's a deal! i don't understand what you want! what is your interest!

me: ok look i'm interested to become a doctor when i was young but because i am too stupid that why i gave up that dream of mine 2nd is to be a general manager in a hotel ok think hotel is a beautiful place to work BUT the salary is too low and beside my estimation time of me reaching the position is about 40+ i'm already a mother! what if that general manager don't want to go! i die right! ok so i decided to change my view to my 3rd interest which is business! business is both challanging and highly paid (if you know what to do)....why not! after seeing the bel'air thing i found out that my chances is here i don't mind taking the risk because in my heart i know it's worth for me to do it!

bro: ok do you know that me and mom was like thinking for letting you to go switzerland after you graduate for diploma but under a conditition of working 2 years in singapore..... and yes we can see how much you wanted to go there from the information that you have find...this is what me and mom was thinking of.....

me: ok whatever it is i just want to make use of my attachment time to let you know whether i can do it or not

bro: ok

and i cried for about 1 hour! man my eyes feel so tired.....and i was thinking why i ended up crying when i talk to him!

Friday, November 03, 2006

today went to FM again for fencing!!!! hehehehehe and guess what! HANWEN CAME!!!!!!! hehehehehehehhehe so happy to see her....it's been a long time since i last say her which is 3-4 month ago and i got to fence with her again!!!! man she really good at hiding her hand right now! i can't even touch it! hahahahaha anyway have a mini competiton at FM and i lost to jon boon....hahaha wth everyone while watching the semi between jon boon and daniel i suddenly feel so old! why? because jon was full of energy like a battery and on the other hand daniel keep on request to rest but jon don't allow.... then i say to hanwen "gosh i feel so old" and hanwen was like saying "hello! i feel even older" hahahahahaha then i say " ok at least we used to be that age" hahahaha

anyway right now my whole body is aching!!! i mean it! especially my ass..... that's the punishment for not giving myself enough warm up on wed


by the way cookie didn't turn up!!!.......bluff me~~~
next time going to do something to her! wahahahahaha

oh oh oh one more thing coach say i've slim down!!!! i should go buy 4D the next day!!! my god this is something that he would never say to me...!!!

Thursday, November 02, 2006

yao shui!!! today sleep until 12.30pm! hahahahahaha in between i did wake up around 7.30am but can't be bother to get up so i read the book which sarah lend it to me yesterday...it's call "copycatting 101" about business quite interesting and is not thick too! anyway after reading the 30th page i feel very very sleepy some more the book got a very nice smell! make me even want to see! so i went back to sleep.......

what a relaxing day for me!!!!!

LONG LIVE HOLIDAY!!!!!




yes! yeS! YES!!!!!!!

the feeling of coming back to FM and fence is GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahahahahahaha so shiok!!! imagine 3-4 month of not touching the blade and not standing on that metal thing you feel so....so funny!!!

anyway when i reach FM coach was like ask ker wee "did it rain just now?" and ker wee say "yes" then coach say "no wonder shan shan come".................coach! forever the same there's never 1 time he won't say me! hahahahahaha anyway one day just one day i will win the chat against him! wahahahahaha

kim, ker wee and coach say is a BIG different whether i'm here or not! *noise* hahahahahaha arh~~~~ FM~~~~ hehehehehehehe

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

happy halloween PEOPLE!!!!! anyway today went to conrad and try the uniform! wa kao me and maria got housekeeping for the 1st 6 month! then karen was like huh! me at front office some more she is not with me!

firstly me and karen was like hoping to be together now we are separate a bit sad la, anyway ABOUT THAT UNIFORM! wa kao!!! the housekeeping uniform is very horrible and terrible! look like my grandma clothes! really lor! i think they design for old woman..... when you wear it you feel like you ARE A MAID!!! totally a maid design......then the front office uniform is like as if they having a concert!!!! this hotel is totally INSANE!!!!!

anyway after the fitting of uniform i meet up with rachel we went to PS and watch oh ohio this show is quite similar to 40 year old virgin before the show start we went to mos burger and chit chat 2 hrs later then we go and watch movie......this show is insane! hahahahaha

after that we walk all the way to city hall to meet ah zhen before meeting her we went to starbucks and chit chat......the whole day me and rachel don't know drink how many cups of juice, tea and smoothie....... feel like a water tank at that point anyway after meeting up with zhen we walk to marina square and meet up with evelyn and the rest and we sit there and talk and talk like very very long never see each other hahahahaha talk until the morning 1am+......so siao! then go home still continue chat with evelyn! hahahahaha WTH really talkative!

ya that's all i'm very sleepy now......




yeah i finally finish my exam and i feel extremely relax!!! finally i can have a peaceful sleep without any more worries in studying!!!! wahahahaha the paper wasn't that bad hopefully can score well in it!

everyone well almost everyone meet up at the rice table for a final farewell buffet together.....my table got jason, karen, betty, me, maggie, stefanie and samantha when the food reach our table it was gone within a min hahahaha even less than a min! then we order for 2nd round and the same thing happen again once the waiter put the food down you can see all the forks charging towards the food! hahahahahahaha show you the pic next time.....

all the waiter was afraid to come to our table and serve us!!! hahahahaha because we are completely havoc like a hungry wolves!!!!! hahahahahahahahahaha

and we took a lot of photos and make a little movie out of it! hahahaha it was fun and everyone was happy since we have no more school!

Sunday, October 29, 2006

guess what!!! i finally bought my favourite shoe!!!!
LOOK!!!! don't you think is COOL!!!! of course mine is much nicer than this! wahahahahaa anyway it all started like this.........i was telling my mom that i want to buy a new pair of slippers since my the other pair worn off and i almost fall whenever it rains....so when we enter isetan, i suddenly saw something shining at me it's.....it's...it's that pair of shoes that i've been looking for!!!!! and i told my mom "mom i want this shoe" and she was like saying "you really want this shoe! 100+ lei!!!" then i start giving her a pity look on my face and then she say "go try on first.....you har always spending so much money!!! huh! last month don't know spend how much on you le this month also! you cannot buy the slippers if you want this choose" well of course i choose the shoes! hahahahaha anyway on our way home my mom bought a pair of slippers for herself....only 3 bucks just buy for the fun of it and 5 min later my mom saw another pair which is 2 for 10 bucks for your information is a country slippers! hahahaha and in the end i bought a pair and the other pair we share it with another person who also just want to buy a pair!....... arh! what a day to relax before exam!!! hahahahaha


you can never find a person like me! 1 day before exam still got the guts to go out and shop! hahahahaha

Saturday, October 28, 2006

man this coming monday will be my first and last paper for this semester and for your reminder this is my final semester which means monday is the last day of school

ooooh ho~~~~~~

but I HAVEN'T START STUDYING!!!! 4 books stacking up infront of me and saying this to me "open me! open me" but when i open it DAMN nothing could get into my brain....my brain is like "nah too boring! GET LOST!!! BOOOO!!!! scram!" this is what it is in my head!!!!

stupid school what's wrong with them! why must they torture student! and who the hell invent EXAM!!!!! no wonder more and more student are committing suicide and when the look at the body they found out that in their brain there are these things

"exam exam exam!" and they also found out the reason what causes he/she lack of oxygen in the brain......40% stress, 10% love, 50% exam now you can see what causes the student an outbreake..... damn those people! is this world so damn free that they must waste time by setting exam papers!!!!!

ARE YOU GUYS REALLY THAT FREE!!!! if you are then GO AND DO SOME CHARITY!!!! ass hole! bastard!

haaaaa.......i feel much more confortable now

aza aza fighting

Sunday, October 22, 2006

I have the weird dream again, this time is a different person. Why am I dreaming all this stuff? Is it because of my past? Or is it my future? I want to know…. Or is it just a dream no more no less.

Apparently right now I am looking forward to 3 things which are my upcoming exam, fencing and attachment at the hotel!!! This are the 3 things I’m looking forward right now….

Thursday, October 19, 2006

today my cous treat me eat potatoe chip!! actually is more likely i FORE him to treat me!hahahaha anyway i did buy some stuff from his class ok since they are having some fair! hmmm wasn't too bad after eating the potatoe chip i didn't eat anything le! all the way to the night and now i'm so freaking HUNGRY!!! can EAT A TURKEY!!!!!

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

now is like 6.00am in the morning and i JUST WAKE UP! i couldn't sleep anymore since

• my brother start dragging the chair (very noisy)
• more cars
• mostly is my brother

damn it! i am so freaking sleepy yet i couldn't sleep, all thanks to that bro of mine!

oh oh i just dreamt something insane again! i dreamt that i was hugging someone and was kissing that person too!......-_-'' why am i always dreaming this kind of weird stuff. i'm not even desperate to have one in fact i don't even have the time to even think of having one!

arh!!!! stupid eunuch teacher later going to see him! that guy forever finding difficulties for us! arh!!!! i left a few weeks! no more time!

assignments is coming after me!

my life is miserable!

Monday, October 16, 2006

apparently my few week in school has been rather busy and tense! test and projects and been repeatedly coming after me! hmmm feeling kind of stress! want to go holiday now!T_T no wonder the institution of mental hospital is expanding! singaporean is getting way too much stress that they can handle!

anyway i just can't wait for the 30 oct to come because that will be my final exam! yeah!! oh oh i found my shoe on the net but can't seems to find it in any other shopping malls this is the shoe! with a gold tick! hehehehehe

well at least this stuff will please me just by looking at it!......gosh i so much wanted to have this shoe either one of them will do!

Friday, October 13, 2006

oh oh not to forget last night i chat with von and was saying it's been a long long time since i stop fencing, hmmm the last time i fence was the pesta sukan after that i fully stop touching. well i guess the "rest" for fencing is enough! hmmm i think is time to go back and fence before i start working!

i miss the days~~~~




today is like my economic test
well at least is not sales and marketing which is my death spot in my life!!!!

anyway i'm counting down for my final exam which is on the 30 oct....on that day will be judgement day!! my first and final exam of this semester......T_T

after that which 2 weeks later after the exam i'm going to conrad for attachment!!! YIPPY!!!!YEAH!!! .......(why am i feeling so miserable right now)

1week 3 days before i sold my freedom to the you know who.....

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

I AM SO PISS OFF!!!!!

MY mom SHE!..... she make a mess on my table....i HATE people touch my table, she just throw everything on the chair and bed ask me to pack what the hell!

!@!#$#$@!@#$#$

i am so in the bad mood now, not going to talk to her....F***

Sunday, October 08, 2006

today we went to malya heritage centre, the WHOLE CLASS didn't want to go but that enuch teacher of us don't care!!! even though we have make a SERIOUS OBJECTION he still want us to go!......everyone paid 3 bucks for this and we ended up looking at things and taking picture! for 30min, then we left.....

IT WAS SO HOT LOR!!!! bastard! T_T had a long day but fun with my friends la, now everyone is looking forward to eat at rice table! hehehehehe

Saturday, October 07, 2006

guess what happen.....jason got a sunburn at his butt! hahahahaha so he went to the polyclinic to do some checking since there's a BIG BUBBLE at his butt, when he took off his pants the doctor and the nurse got a SHOCK, why? because the size of the bubble is as big as your palm......*getting gross* so the nurse call the WHOLE POLYCLINIC nurses to come and see *you can imagine how bad it is* the doctor use a needle to poke and all the pass (don't know how to spell* came out, even though he use a 2 CD cover thick of cloth to suck the thing is still not enough and it flow all the way down to his butt.....

he told the whole class about it and the class first reaction was laughing......and the whole lesson he stand......

Friday, October 06, 2006

today is the mooncake festival! har i want to try the ice cream mooncake but it's so expensive! anyway tomorrow the whole class will be going to the malay heritage centre.

frankly speaking the whole class doesn't want to go there, even though we have rejected it that eunuch still don't want to listen and insist us to go! T_T *bastard*

anyway tomorrow take photo! hehehehehe should be fun ba with all the friends since this will be our last year to go out. when 20 nov reach i guess a lot of us won't be seeing each other! thinking of it is kind of sad that everyone got to leave, i always think "friends are easy to made but is hard to keep in touch"

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

today was a bad day! i almost lost my temper on everyone! don't know why i feel so fed up with everything! feel like grabbing someone here and start scolding that person! anyway i can't be bother with a lot of things today feel like my past where i used to hack care a lot of thing and can't even be bother with it....

oh oh before i forgot our teacher taught us substitute e.g pencil and eraser so jason told me "sun i know even a better one, condom and KL" then i give it a thought and i say "condom and penis" and he was laughing non stop.

life is getting rather boring, haiz i miss the days on how i would enjoy every single sec of my time with my friends, hmmm is it because time is running out?

life=battery
why?
here how is it

age 1 super energetic
age 10 very energetic
age 20 energetic
age 30 fast
age 40 normal
age 50 slow
age 60 very slow
age 70 super slow
age 80-100 if you are still living then you roughly should know how is it like!

AH!!!!! i'm so so so so sooooooooooooooo BORED!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Annabell......this name has been storing my head for 9 years, a sincerely apology on what i have done in the past....if time can be rewind i will make the same mistake again, a jealousy act has made me in a guilt for life. If i ever meet you down the road i doubt that i have the courage to talk to you or even apologies to you....this is life if you ever want to apologies to the person but when they are standing in front of you somehow your mouth would not open and say "sorry". When i was young i don't know why the word "sorry" is so hard to say, now i truly know why.

To A.L

sorry for what i have done, if sorry could cover up everything then i would say a million sorry to you, forgive my immature and childish act. Maybe you might forget what had happen but i will never forget. Sorry.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

there's also another person whom i will never ever forget but never ever have the chance to say sorry.

To M

although a promise that i would forget about you but somehow you are still play a very special place in my heart, somewhere no one will ever find you but me, the memories that you gave me was irreplaceable and unforgettable, that night at that place i did promise i will come in fact i did but i was too late to say the last goodbye to you, the letter and the necklace you gave me has been buried deep underneath the ground where no one would find it. Here i am to wish you a very happy trip, let bygone be bygone....let each of us create our own individual future and down the road if we ever met each other we will pretend not to know each other (like we have promise).....a promise that i made with you for life....

p.s. my reply letter to you

THIS! THIS! this movie is fantastic!!!! you definately want to watch again! especially the baby! IS SUPER SUPER CUTE!!!! really!!!!! omg this baby when grow up confirm a lot girls fall for him!

remember to catch Rob-B-Hood! 2 thumbs up

Monday, October 02, 2006

i receive the booklet from the switzerland school and i finally made up my mind i want to go to SHMS!! this is the school that i want to get it! anyway my bro talk to me about the school yesterday and he was like asking me to finish up my diploma and work for 2 years actually i don't really want to start working yet, i want to finish my degree and then come back to singapore or even better work in Las vegas, T_T time is not enough for me at all must finish my attachment and start looking for jobs to do, if not i must work for 2 years!

SHMS wait for me i'm coming!!! I MUST SCORE THE BEST AND GET A SCHOLARSHIP

Friday, September 29, 2006

today in the morning had the law lesson, seriously although it was hard but is very very interesting! well of course with the help of ms soh who made the lesson interesting, with her guidance through the lesson i'm sure to get an A in the law shouldn't be a problem!

well being a lawyer is part of my dream when i was young, now i'm fulfilling my that dream by a little bit hahahaha when i was studying that little part of law (which was only 5-10% of what the law student study) i was already imaging myself on the court as a lawyer! hahahahahaha

hmm if i'm a lawyer confirm very COOL huh!!! hahahaha wearing the coat wa~~~~~ couldn't ask for more!

Thursday, September 28, 2006

seriously this few days has been a very BORING DAY! i'm so bored that i go into my bro room and look for books to read....this piece of news will shock my friends because in their eyes i don't read books unless is ghost stories (is true) but i actually take a book that is not ghost stories but some nagging book, so i bring it to school today and read on the 25th page and i decided to stop because it is so NAGGING!!! it say so much but it's still at scene 1......seriously i can't stand this kind of book it really taking my life (THE WORST BOOK I EVER READ).....how on earth my brother can stand the nagging of this book!

well i think is time for me to make a visit to Kinokuniya to buy some really good books for me! hopefully not any ghost storybook if i do i'll end up sleepless in the night wahahahahaha....oh oh by the way this few days i got a very bad temper! i guess the female thing is coming!

control!control!




i was reading newspaper this morning and i saw this "Top 4 hospitality school in Switzerland" and i finally saw the school that provide the course i want!!! is BBA Degree in hotel and business management!!!! because previously i only saw some school provide hotel degree and business degree but not together and my interest is both hotel and business! but i need to find some jobs because i guess it will be VERY EXPENSIVE!!!! compare to les roches which is 70k for tuition and accommodation fees.....i want to get into HIM/SHMS/SMU/IHTTI

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

hmmm today was a extremely bored day for me! in fact is for the whole CAO group but everyone was seperated well is like i close to alomst ALL my classmate, jason and me we were like so far apart from each other! by the way we are not lovers we are just good friends and brother! no more no less, so the CAO is rather anti social and quiet, well can't blame since we are combine with other class and our class got only 14 people but 2 didn't turn up because they have yet to come back from their country...... well i hope will get along well with other class! since fate brought us together then i think we should get to know each well ba! let tomorrow be a new day for me and my class! Aza!!!

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

today in school wasn't bad is only that me and stefanie feel so alien! because we got a combine class today with other course and we are the 1st two pepople who reach and the other class people is already in the class! during mrs toh she want us to get into group so i move to the first row for the discussion(i was at the second row) and so right after mrs toh left and everyone was waiting for the next teacher sam cam and start asking me to move to the back! and i say "what for we left 2 lesson only" then she don't care want me to move and she start pulling the table, i on the other was piss off i grab the table and give her a very serious and say this in a very calm way "stop being so childish" but seriously she is very childish some more 21+years old everyday in class don't study and always sleep and read comic late night, the WORST OF ALL, she act like she is the comic character!!!!!!! ok back to the story, nissah was shock seeing me so furious and she say this is the first time i give a very serious look on the face! hahahahahaha (don't know what came into me" so i move to the back since this is the 1ST day of school and i don't want to pick a fight with that childish immature person......




ok i just woke up not long maybe about 1 hour after i woke up, right now is raining and i feel so lazy don't feel like going to school because later going to end late! freaking 6pm! gosh i guess going to reach home about 7 or 7.10!!!!....today mom going to have lesson and no one going to be at home since my that brother got punish for not taking care of some computer, had to stay back in the camp for 2 whole weeks!

oh oh yesterday i bought 2 BRA!!!! hehehehe not the soggi one la, took me a while to realise that the hook is at the front! hahahaa feel so idiot! anyway going to prepare fo my school now.....tata




today in school wasn't bad is only that me and stefanie feel so alien! because we got a combine class today with other course and we are the 1st two pepople who reach and the other class people is already in the class! during mrs toh she want us to get into group so i move to the first row for the discussion(i was at the second row) and so right after mrs toh left and everyone was waiting for the next teacher sam cam and start asking me to move to the back! and i say "what for we left 2 lesson only" then she don't care want me to move and she start pulling the table, i on the other was piss off i grab the table and give her a very serious and say this in a very calm way "stop being so childish" but seriously she is very childish some more 21+years old everyday in class don't study and always sleep and read comic late night, the WORST OF ALL, she act like she is the comic character!!!!!!! ok back to the story, nissah was shock seeing me so furious and she say this is the first time i give a very serious look on the face! hahahahahaha (don't know what came into me" so i move to the back since this is the 1ST day of school and i don't want to pick a fight with that childish immature person......

Monday, September 25, 2006

ok since tomorrow is the 1st day of school i decided to set a goal for myself
I MUST GET THAT SCHOLARSHIP!!!!!!
not because of the money because i want to show them I CAN DO IT!!!!!
this course is not for fun because in future I WANT TO BE GENERAL MANAGER!!!!
this is my goal!

the next dream is to open my dream restaurant, is not just any restaurant is a super mega BIG
restaurant it's about 2 storey high and there's fine dining restaurant(italy,french,korean,japanese,western,chinese) it will be expensive of course, food court, fast food restarant and the price is very reasonable if can i will add in supermarket. In another words it's a food shopping center where all the food lovers will come to enjoy food and buy all different type of food that cannot be found in any other supermarket! well it seems impossible right!
but NO i believe i can do it, like what my coach said "if want to dream,DREAM BIG" this is my favourite sentence! the rich used to be poor and why they become rich because they do the stuff which no ordinary people would dare to do! that why i want break my personal record be the next singapore top 40 richest people wahahahahaha




ok since tomorrow is the 1st day of school i decided to set a goal for myself
I MUST GET THAT SCHOLARSHIP!!!!!!
not because of the money because i want to show them I CAN DO IT!!!!!
this course is not for fun because in future I WANT TO BE GENERAL MANAGER!!!!
this is my goal!

the next dream is to open my dream restaurant, is not just any restaurant is a super mega BIG
restaurant it's about 2 storey high and there's fine dining restaurant, food court, fast food restarant and the price is very reasonable is can i will add in supermarket. In another words it's a food shopping center where all the food lovers will come to enjoy food and buy all different type of food that cannot be found in any other supermarket! well it seems impossible right!
but NO i believe i can do it, like what my coach said "if want to dream,DREAM BIG" this is my favourite sentence! the rich used to be poor and why they become rich because they do the stuff which no ordinary people would dare to do! that why i want break my personal record be the next singapore top 40 richest people wahahahahaha




ok since tomorrow is the 1st day of school i decided to set a goal for myself
I MUST GET THAT SCHOLARSHIP!!!!!!
not because of the money because i want to show them I CAN DO IT!!!!!
this course is not for fun because in future I WANT TO GO GENERAL MANAGER!!!!
this is my goal!

the next dream is to open my dream restaurant, is not just any restaurant is a super mega BIG
restaurant it's about 2 storey high and there's fine dining restaurant, food court, fast food restarant and the price is very reasonable is can i will add in supermarket. In another words it's a food shopping center where all the food lovers will come to enjoy food and buy all different type of food that cannot be found in any other supermarket! well it seems impossible right!
but NO i believe i can do it, like what my coach said "if want to dream,DREAM BIG" this is my favourite sentence! the rich used to be poor and why they become rich because they do the stuff which no ordinary people would dare to do! that why i want break my personal record be the next singapore top 40 richest people wahahahahaha




guess what Zi xian has finally come back! this guy has been away from home for NS and seriously i WANT TO SEE how he look right now! hehehehe i want to see the botak zi xian and heard from him that his brother say he look even bigger than before, maybe because of the punish that he got doing pumping over 100.....hahahahahaha i can't wait to see him! i must meet him next week and hopefully there's no night duty for him!




THE KOREAN STARS BEFORE AND AFTER "EXCLUSIVE"



doesn't has any big different from her past and now

a big different!

mature face since young!

a pretty boy face since young, sure lots of girls mad about him!

this guy TOTALLY look different when he was young!


look! Kang Ta!!! oh my god he look so adorable when he was young....i like the nerd type

not much different!

since young he got an eye bag! serious eye bag!

rain, you getting handsome everytime i see you

hmmm.....look like my uncle when he was young! haahaha




ok since tomorrow is the 1st day of school i decided to set a goal for myself
I MUST GET THAT SCHOLARSHIP!!!!!!
not because of the money because i want to show them I CAN DO IT!!!!!
this course is not for fun because in future I WANT TO GO GENERAL MANAGER!!!!
this is my goal!

the next dream is to open my dream restaurant, is not just any restaurant is a super mega BIG
restaurant it's about 2 storey high and there's fine dining restaurant, food court, fast food restarant and the price is very reasonable is can i will add in supermarket. In another words it's a food shopping center where all the food lovers will come to enjoy food and buy all different type of food that cannot be found in any other supermarket! well it seems impossible right!
but NO i believe i can do it, like what my coach said "if want to dream,DREAM BIG" this is my favourite sentence! the rich used to be poor and why they become rich because they do the stuff which no ordinary people would dare to do! that why i want break my personal record be the next singapore top 40 richest people wahahahahaha


School start

T_T!!!!!!
school start tomorrow! which means i'm going to look EVEN older
why?
look at the table below

school start=more homework=stress=white hair=old looking

now you know why, apparently haven't got any white hair but hope not to get it when school start!!!
why!wHY!!WHY!!!! don't we have a LONG holiday! i can feel the sadness in me the miserable in me, bloody school.....me and my friends say if we are super rich WE ARE GOING TO BOMB that school! hahahahahahahaha child talk!

may buddha bless me!
hahaha

Sunday, September 24, 2006

ok since tomorrow is the 1st day of school i decided to set a goal for myself
I MUST GET THAT SCHOLARSHIP!!!!!!
not because of the money because i want to show them I CAN DO IT!!!!!
this course is not for fun because in future I WANT TO GO GENERAL MANAGER!!!!
this is my goal!

the next dream is to open my dream restaurant, is not just any restaurant is a super mega BIG
restaurant it's about 2 storey high and there's fine dining restaurant, food court, fast food restarant and the price is very reasonable is can i will add in supermarket. In another words it's a food shopping center where all the food lovers will come to enjoy food and buy all different type of food that cannot be found in any other supermarket! well it seems impossible right!
but NO i believe i can do it, like what my coach said "if want to dream,DREAM BIG" this is my favourite sentence! the rich used to be poor and why they become rich because they do the stuff which no ordinary people would dare to do! that why i want break my personal record be the next singapore top 40 richest people wahahahahaha




ok since tomorrow is the 1st day of school i decided to set a goal for myself
I MUST GET THAT SCHOLARSHIP!!!!!!
not because of the money because i want to show them I CAN DO IT!!!!!
this course is not for fun because in future I WANT TO GO GENERAL MANAGER!!!!
this is my goal!

the next dream is to open my dream restaurant, is not just any restaurant is a super mega BIG
restaurant it's about 2 storey high and there's fine dining restaurant, food court, fast food restarant and the price is very reasonable is can i will add in supermarket. In another words it's a food shopping center where all the food lovers will come to enjoy food and buy all different type of food that cannot be found in any other supermarket! well it seems impossible right!
but NO i believe i can do it, like what my coach said "if want to dream,DREAM BIG" this is my favourite sentence! the rich used to be poor and why they become rich because they do the stuff which no ordinary people would dare to do! that why i want break my personal record be the next singapore top 40 richest people wahahahahaha




guess what Zi xian has finally come back! this guy has been away from home for NS and seriously i WANT TO SEE how he look right now! hehehehe i want to see the botak zi xian and heard from him that his brother say he look even bigger than before, maybe because of the punish that he got doing pumping over 100.....hahahahahaha i can't wait to see him! i must meet him next week and hopefully there's no night duty for him!

Friday, September 22, 2006

ok seriously RIGHT NOW i'm dying of boredness!!!!!!
this is insane! now i know why those housewives look so old
because THEY HAVE NOTHING TO DO other then doing chores and
looking after the kids, i'm not going to do that when i get married unless
my husband is SUPER RICH then i don't mind going out shopping and
bringing my children for lesson! in other words be a TAI TAI! hahahahaha
is hard to find! but don't give up hope so soon! hehehehee

Thursday, September 21, 2006

remember the batman! hehehehe he is the one! isn't him handsome! well i guess some of you don't think so but hehehe i like!

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

my previous blog went wrong all my post went missing
so i decided to do a new one!

actually quite hard pain all the post i post in has gone, anway let all this be start afresh
like i always say "let bygone be bygone"

anyway right now i'm watching a korean drama is call "First love of a royal prince"
this guy is not a prince and he doesn't has any royal blood but people just give him
a nickname call prince.....anyway i like the guy who a girl call him "batman" he so
handsome! although not really handsome but he's my type of guy! and guess what
whenever i see him the first person who came in my mind is my cousin! they look
so freaking alike! just like photocopy! this is insane! haizz how i was to have this kind
of bf! hahahahaha anyway my friend zang zai say this to me "well the more you hope for the more you won't get it!" well he's right!

well i guess the people up in the heaven let me waited so long maybe they want to give me the
BEST!!!! hahahahahaha let's hope so.....anyway going off now bye bye!!!

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