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Tuesday, June 24, 2008




i woke up at 5.30am didn't sleep well as i close my eyes the picture start to come in, so i just stay in my bed and stare at the stay telling myself "i must be strong, let this be a test to myself"

wanted to cry when i send her off but some how my eyes are all dried up for the last time we look at each other in the eye and say our final goodbye with our last hug. We know that this will be the last time to see each other.

Right now I'm alright but I'm still fragile. So for now i won't be drinking with you guys, i don't want to drink. I'm afraid that when i start drinking my tears will start to roll down. I don't want to let people see this side of me, the side of me when i need a shoulder to lean on. I must learn to overcome quickly.

P.S. I forgive you and i'll forget that we have ever met.


1:40 PM