Sunday, November 16, 2008
was released 1 hour early due to the slow / no flow of crowds but was held back in sentosa by the jam cause by the Barclay golf. Went to meet Kim for dinner and after that drinks, she told me so many stories but one that i will never ever forget will be her ex bf who jump off the building because she say to him that they are not suitable together. The moment she tell me this i stop breathing and my mouth could not even close, while telling this story she cried. Suddenly I felt so helpless, want to do something but don't know what should i do.
For a moment i think she suffer a lot not physically but mentally and spiritually, i always think that why am i always getting this shit and always think that i'm the world most unhappy person since i still could not let go of the past, until yesterday i found someone who suffer more than me. It just break my heart when i listen to all her stories.
*i promise you i try my best to get A but you also promise me not to be afraid*
9:12 AM