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Tuesday, February 10, 2009




Dear Wil,

beside saying I'm sorry I really don't know what I should say, knowing that you are gone whatever I want to say is useless. This time I really lost a precious guy. I'm an idiot, selfish & heartless person!

You know soemtime I really I deserve a slap, you're gone and yet I'm still having fun with my friends and laughing as if nothing happen. I really hate myself, really really hate it. I want to visit you but I can't because I don't even know where is it. Your parents and grandpa didn't blame me for the incident but your sister did. At least I feel a bit better at least she hate me for the cause I have done to you.

Question "Which would you prefer If a person compose a song belong to both of you or a person who try his best to play the song you love even though he don't even know how to play an instrument?"

Answer: I don't know, both are equally good in their own way.

Now i have a question for myself "Will I ever get out of this sadness? Is there anyone out there is as good as you? Will I ever forgive myself?"


5:26 PM